life.

2011-10-31T05:29:00.000-07:00

Berat sungguh bagi diriku
Mana arah dan mana tuju
Segala gala tak menentu
Diselubung rindu

Walau pahit kutelan sahaja
Namun di dalam merasainya
Apa dibuat serba tak kena
Pastinya kecewa

Aku terus melangkah pergi
Bertemankan sekeping hati
Dipenuhi ranjau berduri
Sakit pedihnya tak terperi

Di satu sudut ku terdampar
Gelora sudah ku sedar
Semua kerana peristiwa itu

Termanggungku di perantauan
Tersesat ku di persimpangan

2011-01-02T09:48:00.000-08:00

illusion.
Mrs Rockstalgia ;
she's in love with the rain ;

1.1.11 . A date that i won't forget.
It was a night to remember. She sang and she strummed by the
side of the river , just for me. A moment in a million years called life.
She sang " Rest of my Life" for me and it was a dream.
Tears falls like rain as a sign of gratitude. How i wish it happens
every single night of my dull life.

Before that, ate at the infamous and glorious "Tong Seng"
Then, we went to Iluma to watch "The Tourist". It was fantastic
and interesting to watch. It was worth it as it is full of suspense and
twist in the story. i should rate it 4/5 ;

About the day ,
i can't deny that the day with love was like a first date. Every date i must say.

Love, i can't prove you how grateful and touched to know that
you've put in alot of effort to learn the guitar and play a melody
of love for me . all this while is just me but to hear you once,
it was like a dream . I can't prove you but i will love you, with a pure
heart and sincerity. Life's tough, we're far away, i'm sure we'll gain a wisdom
and continue to hold on till the end. We may not be like the others that see each
other all the time but the thing is, we got to believe in our love.
an aim will set us free to fly . afterall, it is just between you and me
(;

thanks. appreciate everything.

sharifahfarahlina's
afi

2010-08-30T07:21:00.000-07:00

afinina
time flies by
here we are , still holding on
i feel so blessed loving you .
Our heart is more than love, more than anything.
its been years knowing you
29th will always be there . on and on. trust me

"cintaku takkan pudar walaupun berjauhan
betapa hebatnya cintaku padamu
oh Nina "

"Oh Nina" composed by AFI ; 2008

i love you , angel

sharifahfarahlina's
afi

2010-07-05T06:00:00.000-07:00

oh i love her so much ;

i walked my way with tears.
i dont know, this feeling is unbearable.
i couldn't accept when seeing her leaving just like that
when she stepped into the bus , i felt agony.
losing touch of everything, alone again. This is magic.

stood to watch her go was torturing. i dont know.
i felt powerless when she had gone out of my view.
how i wish i could drag her out and take her away from
reality. this is magic

Dear love, with sincerity, i appreciate today.
after such a long time we never met, today was something.
how i wish today would last that long. Its hard for me to let
you go. After you left, it is just like i'm back in my own world
and you're back at yours. Whatever it is, i felt what's love with you.
seriously, i can't pour anything more . its all inside my

fragile heart (; its more than anything.

i really love you,
with all my heart
(;

afinina.

2010-05-22T20:49:00.000-07:00

even we're far apart, love's getting closer (:

yesterday, 22 May 2010, was perfect. I cant deny it.
It was unexpected but it goes on sweet and simple (:

we went for a studydate, yeah, after a long time we didnt
see each other and finally, alhamdulillah, Allah gave us the
oppurtunity to be together, at least for several hours only

The Hours was spent amazingly euphoric. Just imagine,
after how many months not seeing each other, and baaab!
that only one day felt like our first date (:

I fell in love with her , once again (;

love, you know what i meant, we know what we meant,
thanks for yesterday my love, with respect, i really appreciate you.
you're so gorgeous... till it quivers me.. enticed to look at you for
a million times (; I know, we felt the same way during those absence
but i really want to remind you.. i'm the only man that you'll sit with
at that "place" ( the place we took the pict ) till we grow and grow and
grow.... (: above all, i love you .

i fall for you, once again

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2010-05-16T01:50:00.000-07:00

my slim river (:

i've gone through thickness of love and i've gone through
the desert rain. Emptiness reflected by words . How can you
be so sure that the words was from the core of my heart?

I'M HAPPY. its vague and so fake. But to tell you the truth
that I'M HAPPY whenever i woke up in the morning knowing that
you're still there in my world LOVING ME sincerely . I'M
HAPPY to know that you're still afi's (:

yes, i can't deny that i'm down for the past few days
but i can't deny that i'm also "up" to believe that we're
still strong for each other. for afinina (:

yes, we're far apart , so distant. its painful.
but I'M HAPPY to know that even we're far apart,
we're still crazily in love with each other (:
and thats what i'm grateful about.

I BELIEVE that our love is so pure and majestic ,
not in the eyes of the world but it is in our hearts (:
hence, please, hear my heart out, that
I'M THE MOST HAPPY MAN ON EARTH
to know that you're still loving me and i'm still loving you
like the first time we set our eyes on each other..

i love you

afinina.

2010-05-14T07:36:00.000-07:00

aku ingin kemesraan
serta senyum keramahan
biar kekal berterusan
tak hilang di tengah jalan

kau rahsiakan kedinginan
menyelimuti hati
aku juga kedinginan
kerana sikap mu itu
walaupun setebal mana
selimut membaluti
aku masih kedinginan sepi tanpa berteman

kedinginan mu kerana malam yang masih lagi panjang
kedinginan ku jauh bandingan dengan dirimu

tonight is a cold night
and there's no one i can talk to (;

malam semakin dingin.

afi
(;

2010-04-30T00:57:00.001-07:00

its good to see you having a great time in your world .

2010-04-19T07:21:00.001-07:00

Infinite dreams I can't deny them
Infinity is hard to comprehend
I couldn't hear those screams
Even in my wildest dreams

Suffocation waking in a sweat
Scared to fall asleep again
Incase the dream begins again
Someone chasing and cannot move
Standing rigid a nightmare's statue
What a dream when will it end
And will I transcend?

Restless sleep the minds in turmoil
One nightmare ends another fertile
It's getting to me so scared to sleep
But scared to wake now, in too deep

Even though its reached new heights
I rather like the restless nights
It makes me wonder it makes me think
There's more to this I'm on the brink
It's not the fear of what's beyond
It's just that I might not respond
I have an interest almost craving
But would I like to get too far in?

It can't be all coincidence
Too many things are evident
You tell me you're an unbeliever
Spiritualist? Well me I'm neither
But wouldn't you like to know
The truth
Of what's out there to have the proof
And find out just which side
You're on
Where would you end in Heaven or
In Hell?

Help me. Help me to find my true
Self without seeing the future
Save me, save me from torturing
Myself even within my dreams

There's got to be just more to it
Than this
Or tell me why do we exist
I'd like to think that when I die
I'd get a chance another time
And to return and live again
Reincarnate, play the game
Again and again and again
------------

this lyric is me .

2010-04-18T04:24:00.001-07:00

i'm helpless
everything's changed
endure this pain , i must (;

If you're leaving close the door.
I'm not expecting people anymore.
Hear me grieving, I'm lying on the floor.
Whether I'm drunk or dead I really ain't too sure.

I'm a blind man, I'm a blind man and my world is pale.
When a blind man cries, Lord, you know there ain't no sadder tale.

Had a friend once in a room,
Had a good time but it ended much too soon.
In a cold month in that room
We found a reason for the things we had to do.

I'm a blind man, I'm a blind man, now my room is cold.
When a blind man cries, Lord, you know he feels it from his soul.

2010-04-13T04:14:00.000-07:00

what i've told was to tell the truth
dont want any secrets between us
there's nothing to hide right now, so relieve

but sometimes i think that i'm alone
waiting, begging , hoping, being there , but still , i'm not
the highlight of anything
nevermind, the world matters the most than me

when i'm gone , would you cry for me?
when i'm gone, don't you cry for me
and when i'm gone, don't you ever cry..
cos my time has ended.. with pain and sorrow

a twilight sleep to remember and to forget...

- afi

2010-04-10T20:52:00.001-07:00

rela kenangan, salju terluka
aku lupakan demi mu sayang
kerana cinta masih membara
tanpa batasan..

Kemana merahmu kau mawar hitam
Mengapa layu dan durimu semakin tajam

(;

2010-03-31T08:22:00.000-07:00

For the Muslims men and women.

It is not permissible for a man to shake hands with a non-mahram woman, and it is not permissible for her to allow that.

The fact that such hand-shaking is haraam is indicated by the report narrated by al-Bukhaari (4891) and Muslim (1866) from ‘Aa’ishah (may Allaah be pleased with her) who said: By Allaah, the hand of (the Prophet) (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) never touched the hand of a woman when accepting the oath of allegiance. When he accepted a woman’s oath of allegiance he said: “Go, for I have accepted your oath of allegiance.”

This was the infallible one, the best of mankind, the leader of the sons of Adam (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him); he never touched women although the basic principle concerning the oath of allegiance is that it should be done with a handshake. So how about other men?

It was narrated that Umaymah, the daughter of Raqeeqah, said: The Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “I do not shake hands with women.” Narrated by al-Nasaa’i (4181) and Ibn Maajah (2874); classed as saheeh by al-Albaani in Saheeh al-Jaami’ (2513). It was narrated from Ma’qil ibn Yasaar (may Allaah be pleased with him) that the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “If one of you were to be stabbed in the head with an iron needle, that would be better for him than touching a woman who is not permissible for him.” Narrated by al-Tabaraani; classed as saheeh by al-Albaani in Saheeh al-Jaami’ (no. 5045).

This clearly shows that it is haraam.

Al-Kharashi said in Sharh Mukhatasar Khaleel (1/275): Shaking hands with a woman who is not a mahram is not permitted. And Allah knows best. End quote.

with my pure intention , ikhlas .
afi .

2010-03-29T01:25:00.000-07:00

it is 29 march 2010.
happy 2/1 , afi (;

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi.

2010-03-19T01:05:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps! yeahh, gona update what happened on 18 march. Well, i would like to say it was euphoric (:

So here it goes, first, went to vivo banquet for lunch , window shopping ; vivo to harbourfront, went to the rooftop, photo taking session, love was photogenic, prep talked, the best part, SWENSENS! , ice cream, she treated me , thanks love (: , sundae, waffle, sunset outside the glass panel of the restraunt, elegant, class, love, romance, home sweet home.

haha, actually i have nothing to say becos all the memoirs are not meant to tell everyone. it is just between us. so it is just a sneak peak of it.

anw, yeah. love my size zip leather jacket, can't wait for to wear love's leather jacket that she bought for me as a bday gift. hehe (: Euphoric is the word for yesterday (: so i think thats all peeps. and ..

( you can skip this )

Hey gorgeous (: , i really like to say thanks to you for the treat.
appreciate it alot (: and the important thing is your presence.
It made everything looked smooth and calm. I had fun with you,
your laughters , jokes,smiles , 'unwanted' faces, haha. And i realised that
every date seems like a first date to us, well, thanks to Allah for this.
Alhamdulillah, above all, i love you (:

2010-03-16T06:57:00.000-07:00

love does not need anything but sincerity.
love is blind. love is not about glamour.
love does not need labels or fame.
love is not about peace. love is war.

love needs a pair of heart, standing side by side.
love is a battlefield. love doesnt need bullets.
love needs soldiers. We're the soldiers.

Even if we're drowned from the surface of the world,
Still ,
i am proud of our love.
yes. ours.

afi.

nins.

2010-03-11T07:45:00.000-08:00

AFI, i miss you.

nins(:

2010-02-28T02:01:00.000-08:00

Another cry..another smile , i'm still there for you. Could i still have this broken heart? No . Another day.. another year,
i'm still loving you. Even the tides of time keeps flowing, i just couldn't leave you alone for a second. I realised.. i knew.. you are my life.

this post was not organised, i'm sorry if anyone can't understand cos' it was meant to be this way. you know.. words from the heart..

from the start, i knew i'm gonna fall in love with you..
you know why? it is you.. there's something quivers my heart and yes, i was defeated by your aura.. i'm powerless .

i'm a normal guy , try to find something that i could cherish and treasure. i know love is blind and heartbreaking but i dont believe in that . love is about sincerity and once you live with it..that heart of yours will never cry.. with me .

love is not about lust.. is about respect. i lay down my defences and dare to tell you that .. you have the power to kill me in any ways. 'Love'.. from the start.. i know.. it is empty without you .
i'm here not to take advantage of your heart.. never.. i'm here to carry out my duty as man.. a loving one.. hoping that i could bring you to the palace of love.. without any scars and tears..
insyallah'

love is you and me..
remember that..

Bayangan menjelma
mengheret memori kembali
Oh kau belum ku kenali

Tangisanmu ku renung
Wajahmu membisu
Oh aku keliru

Tergerak hati ini
Untuk bertanya
Namun kau terus pergi

Kalbu ku tertanya
Hati ku layu
Namun ku tetap menjejaki mu

Langkah terhenti
menanti kehadiran mu
Oh kau tiba akhirnya

Aku menghampiri
Berdegap-degup jantungku
Oh aku ingin kepastian

Lalu ku bertanya
Mengapa airmata mu membasah
kau balaskan dengan senyuman
Oh nurbisa

Tidak ku sangka
Kehadiranku merawat hatimu
Sekian terbitlah rasa cinta
di dalam sanubari

Ohh di bulan Februari..

(love .. this lyric tells how we know each other.. feel it again )

with full of sincerity, emotions and love .
afifi.

lovelovelove.

2010-02-25T14:00:00.000-08:00

tales of mystery.

phhhhst, it's me. hehe.
someone's currently preoccupied with school work, coursework and not to
mention the brain-wrecking common test each day for this entire week or
so. haha god, this reminds me of those days last year where teachers starts
bombarding us with tons and tons of paper exercises, lab sessions, extra classes,
one-to-one meet, so on and so fourth. it's a miracle and a relieve to be over and
done with all of that, and to move on to the next stage of education in life(:

alright alright, updates! i'll make it a quick one since i've detailed it out
at my blog. the last 15th feb, i met this handsome rocker and to cut
it short, we had an awesome whole lot of smiles and laughters(:
ended the day well, even though going seperate ways was always the
saddest part of the whole date ): oh well.

20th feb, we met a bunch of crazy friends and went for a bowl @Marina.
it's to celebrate our good friend, irhas's belated 17th birthday(: we had
fun, no doubt. thanks for making it an awesome day, our dear friends(:
but i can't deny the lastttt part was the best. hehe, which is being with love.
we lingered around esplanade's riverside for a moment or so, then decided
to head to my hometown for a drink at coffeebean(: ended our blissful day
with someone sending me right in front of my doorstep, and a flying kiss goodbye.
melts* i miss you, handsome(;

we managed to snap quite a number of pictures! but apparently photobucket
and picnik choose to be a total looser to me ): or maybe it was this laptop's
fault? whatever it is, edited pictures will be posted once it's done. there's one
above! hehe. anyway, it's 2:14 pm now and i miss someone already ):
he has lessons all th way till 430 pm as usual. ahhh its okay, i'll be patient(:
chiaoz.

that's something only love can do.

muhdkhalilafifi's
Ninaaa.

2010-02-04T07:57:00.000-08:00

i beg you, i'm down on my knees,
i just want to tell you, assure you ,
you're perfect in the shade ..

2010-02-02T08:41:00.000-08:00

i feel like i'm not everything you ever dream of,
but still i tried to be. that's when you assured me
you love me the way i am, and you're grateful to have me.

you always feel like you weren't the best for me,
but still you tried everything you could to be one.
that's when i tirelessly assured you that no matter
what happens, no matter who tries to come in our way,
you are the best, and will always be.

i love you muhdkhalilafifi.

his one and one and one and one and only,
ninsy.

2010-01-19T06:11:00.000-08:00

ARIEL ; afi

its hard for me to accept the reality
that we need to be far apart
So distant, so far away

take me home , Ariel
you can't live without me
and i can't stand alone with this
solitary mind of despair

you've been knocking on my door
i've reached it and i'm home
but i'm still so lost cos' you're gone
by the morning

ohhh, Ariel
Can't you hear my heart screaming?
ohhh, Ariel
Can't you hear my heart calling?

where are you , i dont know

finally, a decision had to be made
i will walk through this desert
with the ring of hope
without expecting anything from you..
my dear Ariel...

nina's ,
afi

2010-01-09T03:44:00.000-08:00

I have wandered a lifetime
From the ocean to the shore
And the tides of time, keep flowing
And telling tales of mystery.
Who could say that I'd love again
River, flow my tears!
Could I still have this broken heart,
After all these years

More and more, each day girl
I'm coming back to your heart
And the tides of time keep flowing
Telling tales of mystery...
Who could say that I'd love again
River, flow my tears!
Could I still have this broken heart,
After all these years

2010-01-04T05:02:00.000-08:00

I've stood in time wind and rain
I have no feelings or name
But I can see I can hear
The voice of death is shouting in my ear
Making war making love
You know what I'm thinking of
How many times the traps are set
You can't remember and I can't forget
Can you see me now can you feel the pain
Can you heal the scars on me
Life within my heart hope within my soul is dying

Bid farewell the works of men
When cries of anger sound again
My tears of shame cut like a knife
How can I justify this life
Can you see me now can you feel the pain
Can you heal the scars on me
Life within my heart hope within my soul is dying

My mind is searching for reasons why
A time to live or die
If we had now what we had then
Lost horizons might return again
Can you see me now can you feel the pain
Can you heal the scars on me
Life within my heart hope within my soul is dying

...love , it is totally a different world without you ..
it really feels like i'm in the lost horizons..
i love you , nina ..

2009-12-31T17:56:00.000-08:00

Sunset Superman ;

ignore the 31st dec, this was posted on 1 January 2010.

hey there peeps! first of all , Happy New Year,
even though it just a change of a number on the date but yeah. haha.
well nothing much on the eve but the point is, i get to be with my love
the whole day.. (:

ANYWAY! for those who wishes me happy birthday,
THANKS ! really appreciate it,
(love, haikel, irhas, khairi, ammirah, shafina, ain , syazwan, adzdzin, fardiana
hidayat.. and more! )

School reopen next monday and im so not looking forward to it.
Whyy?? she's not there ); haha graduated kate kn.
well, i'll try to adapt the new kind of environment cos i know it
will take time and kills me softly. rite love? So will be taking O levels
next year, mind torturing baby.

SO! you saw the pictures? yeah, lets rewind it on 29 December.
It was a special day for me and also her (: Love decided to ask me
out with a couple of plans but along the way we ain't following one. haha
Watched Avatar at Downtown East . it was amazing and unexpected!
it is recommended to watch yeah. It last nearly 3 hours and after that chop-chop!

went straight to Terminal 3 thn 2 for dinner, this was the best part. Love treated me
to Swensens! delicious sort of earthquake ice creams, tentalizing spaghettis and
her sweet face (: The most shocking and touching part was when i got home,
when i open the wardrobe, BAAM! a NEW G2000 Blu Leather Jacket (black)
i was like ... aoifuodgjlakdjflakjf. She sneaked into my room before she met me!! (:

i guess thats all peeps!! have a great day (:

i swear it was wonderful dear, i really appreciate it . well, read this ..

thanks love, it was euphoric.
adios.

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2009-12-27T08:30:00.000-08:00

"If your circle stays unbroken then you're a lucky man 'cause it never never never has for me"

2009-12-24T08:00:00.000-08:00

biar pun jauh diriku kembara
ke alam rindu berkalungan cinta
tersemai kasih hanya padamu
bias cinta mu menyentuh di jiwa
lirik mata mu panahan arjuna
hanya mu kasih izin terlena
di persada hati ini

puisi cinta ku lagukan
mengharap restu untuk kita
kamar hati mu ku seri kan
dengan kembang jambangan cinta

aku cinta padamu, nina.

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2009-12-21T11:21:00.000-08:00

im wondering what will happen when i'm gone..
will they cry? will they laugh? i bet there's nothing .

rindu ku ingin kedamaian

afi.

2009-12-20T06:25:00.000-08:00

entah mengapa diri ini termusnah
dengan segala ancaman dunia
yang penuh dengan duka lara
ohhh tak ku sangka

ingin ku menghitung hari
mencari arah yang jernih
tidak ingin ku tersungkur
di dalam kekejaman manusia

tidak akan ku dendam
hanya berseteru dengan kepercayaan
langit mengiringi diriku
yang penuh dengan siksaan

bunga ku genggam
terpisah daun daunnya lalu layu
mawar hitam dilahirkan tanpa
keharuman nilai hidup

hanya satu impian aku inginkan
langit merah ku idamkan
inginku lepaskan segala kesakitan
di kemerahan langit yang luas lagi suci

-afi ; langit merah.

His death is better than his life;
his silence is better than his speech;
and his being away is better than his being near.

afi.

2009-12-18T08:58:00.000-08:00

i want to view the red sky, alone.

well, just to be straight forward. i passed my N level. yeah happy me.
quite satiesfied with the result, gotten 12 points according to EMB3
if you wana check how it goes, here it is...

English ; 4

Combined Humanities ; 2
Math ; 3
Science (phy/chem) ; 2
Design and Technology ; 1
Malay ; 3
Malay oral ; Distinction

Alhamdulillah. happy? yes and no, sad? yes and no? red sky? terribly yes.

congrats for those who passed, those who failed, dont be down.
so.. whatever.

maybe i'm not the highlight , but i'm the starlight at the end

nina's,

afi

2009-12-09T11:01:00.000-08:00

9 December 2009
a day to remember for me and you

Love.
greetings , i would like to say thanks for those
who keep on taggin' me eventhough i'm inactive of blogging. And to that
someone, thanks for updating Love at First Sting (: appreciate it alots.

So enough of the introduction, well, life's is like a winding road.
it is the matter of how you make it straight without falling and
bla bla bla bla , i had enough of those phrase or whatsoever.
Hmmm, for updates in my life, theres nothing. Just waiting for
N lvl result which shivers my heart like a pantomimed trick.
well, hope for the best to my classmates especially Shafina and Ammirah.
work is normal, so dont expect anything. okay lets skip!

TODAY!. was a
euphoric , stupendous, elated , blissfull, splendid , tentalizing , delicious , sweet , gorgeous , glorious , amazing and the list goes on and on. hehe. yeah! that was today, 9 december.
well, went out with love , treat her Seoul Garden at Marina Square. Then head off to
Peninsula to check some leather jackets. Cool enough. We were "amazed" when we
saw Adelphi. hahahaha, Love knows why. After that we went to riverside for
photo session . haha. Love was so enthusiastic and hyper when it comes to this.
eventhough we did not snap alot of pics, the moment that we're together was
the most precious yet golden. Off to Merlion and headed home (:

(you may skip this part, hehe)

love, it was a treasurable date with you and as a
man that who loves you, i would like to thank you for being
with me. Well , we know we had to face some challenges
behind those smiles, and as a man, i'll be there.

As a man, i'll love you with respect
love is not about lust, it is about sincerity.
- afi sharifahfarahlina's,
afi.

ninsy's post(:

2009-12-08T01:47:00.000-08:00

ninsssssssyyy.

hey cupcakes! (: it's been sometime since i stepped in here and loooook
just how much dust afi has collected. tsktsk. hehe and yes, it's not afi here. it's his other half(:

since this handsome creature is being a lazybum, i'm doing him a pretty
favour here t update for him(: anyway, since i've blogged on my own
blog, i'll just update on my love's life then. life for my love has always been like it is, not too great but never too bad. not really a smooth
flow but not always that rocky road either. haha okay i should stop
elaborating. but anyway, he's coping just fine and he's still loving me. hehe,
okay lah that part tak perlu. but who cares(: it's also satisfying being in
th knowledge that he's eating more and more these days.
so, yay! greaaaat t hear that(:

currently in all smiles as someone promised a date and also a treat.
so, yay again! (: besides having th pleasure of not paying, it's also a
bliss to be able to see
someone's handsome face, like finaaaallllyyyy. heh(:

it's 1:28 am right now and he's waiting patiently for me to finnish
blogging, then we can continue chatting for a little while, linger on,
and then meet each other in lala land(: so, bye!
ehhhhhhhh wait, before i go. i bet you creatures miss
looking at afi. so here! one last picture of him(: erm, with me. hehe.

alright thennn nites, chiaaaaozsz.

meet me at the equinox, meet me halfway

muhdkhalilafifi's
Ninaaa.

2009-11-17T09:09:00.000-08:00

you don't know this band? get a life!

Haha, what a start. Well, it seems to be a decade or even
more for not blogging this Love At First Sting. For those who
are reading this, hi to you all. Sorry yeah for not updating.
BUSY.damned lazy to on the comp. well, i'm here though.

life's seems complicated sometimes but god is there
to be with us. so don't be arrogant to seek help from god.
we need Him.

So, as in general , Ive been working for the past weeks.
music?, hmm this saturday Risingrad have a Gig at
Chong Pang CC (sounds old) . haha but who give a damn.
bla bla bla bla n bla. full stop.

i'm grateful, blessed, fortunate, deserved for today. Why?

its been a pleasure to be with my love (: watched 2012
and yes it was splendid but! .. end of the world.. people do survive?
thats a question mark but who cares. Love was sweet at all times and
yes she's gorgeous as usual . Youre blind if you dont agree. haha. joking
but its true. Youre closeness drove me crazy love (: no wonder i love you
so much. So! after that got ourselves an early dinner. sent her home safely and
dot dot dot. (:

alhamdulillah.

you.and.i.love.

dont expect me to update everyday, i have a life (:

cinta tulus tanpa batasan

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2009-09-30T09:17:00.000-07:00

infinite dreams.

infinite dreams i can't deny them

infinity is hard to comprehend

i couldn't hear those screams

even in my wildest dreams

afi.

2009-08-14T19:09:00.000-07:00

EUPHORICA'.
hey peeps, well , i'm here to update Love At First Sting.
sorry for not updating cos' of time constraint.

So lets get started, hmmm, on 8 august, it was
magnificent,stupendous,euphoric,bliss,splendid,amazing day
for both of us, afinina (: hehe . I'll summarise the whole thing
so that you won't sleep while reading.

Watched movie "Up" at Bugis, it was hilarious. Headed to Harbourfront
to have dinner at Pizzahut. The food was tentalizing and yet, satiesfying.
After that, walked around the huge and confusing Vivo, it was fun and love's
was crazy at times . The best part was at the rooftop. Yeah I admit this date
is the first time experience with love. I could'nt explain how the feeling was.
above all, i love you (: i mean her. hehe.

well, the pictures above shows all our euphoric moments.
yes. It was Love At First Sting !!

a moment in a million years to make our dreams come true

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2009-08-12T06:44:00.000-07:00

It's a long way to nowhere
And I'm leaving very soon
On the way we pass so close
To the back side of the moon
Hey join the traveler if you got nowhere to go
Hang your head and take my hand
It's the only road I know
Oh! Lonely is the word

I've been higher than stardust
I've been seen upon the sun
I used to count in millions then
But now I only count in one
Come on, join the traveler
If you got nowhere to go
Hang your head and take my hand
It's the only road I know
Yeah, Lonely is the word

Got to be the saddest song I ever heard
Yeah, Lonely is the name
Maybe life's a losing game

2009-08-05T09:44:00.000-07:00

that's my gorgeous birthday girl (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE.
afi pray for your success in your life and your
health. You mean alot to me and i always pray
for your safety in living this vicious world.
May Allah bless you and lengthen your age.
I'll always love you (:

When you came into my life,
it took my breath away. I could not imagine
how's life without you. You're the saviour .
Overwhelmed with gratitude that you're born
on this day. You're a great person , sincerely.
You don't deserve hatred and grief . I'll protect
you , that is my promise to you.

you were made for loving me,
you were born to touch my feelings,
you're alive..and you give the right meaning of
love.

the first and the last lady,
insyallah

born to love afi ,

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi.

2009-08-05T06:47:00.000-07:00

tick tock tick tock
clock is ticking and you'll realise,
tomorrow's someones birthday (:

shhh.. i love her (:

(i'm sorry for this dry post, blogger is being such a nuisance )

2009-07-15T03:19:00.000-07:00

there's reasons behind those times,
it hits between the eyes and in a split second,
it makes a great fall. There's an angel beside healing
this fragile heart and it left a mark, Sincerity.

that three days , its been euphoric. you'll never know.
there's love going on between you and I.
and that's what i am grateful about in this life.

3.7.09 , 4.7.09 , 5.7.09

ninaaaaaaaaaaa's,
afiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

2009-06-28T07:53:00.000-07:00

Risingrad plus qeena.
*today's gig was great. everything when on well.
alhamdulillah (:

well, hello peeps (: So,
today's gig at Belzone, a pub we played some rock songs and our
originals such as Dreamers, Sands Of Time and Warriors of the World.
we played classics like Smoke on the Water and Sweet Child O' Mine.
it goes well. It was a great experience as we played among with the adult
bands. We were the youngest. They were like 20s and above. haha.

i was astonished when a guy suddenly talked to me and i found out that he
is a singer for a band, Yakamashi. It is a band that had sold couple of albums
and they are hot in the music scene in Malaysia . We received their singles from him , just only
for us i guess. so honoured. He also talked about our kind of playing like Helloween .
yeah all positive ones. haha. yeah, it was a great experience. AND ! we got
free pizzas and was given a room for us as a bandboy. wow. haha

okay enough. anwayyyyyy!!!
tomorrow is the 29th! wow. so fastt!
hey someone , smile if you know what i'm talking about (:

loving her every moment is my life.

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2009-06-17T06:12:00.000-07:00

greetings peeps (: hope you're fine there!

anyway, lets get started for today. Hmmm,
basically, it was fun, why? went for swimming at Jurong East
with my bandmates; Fauzi and Rahmat.
Had fun with them. Ate KFC to end the day.
Reached Home around 830 plussy and i found myself writting this (:

anw, life's is very complicated , you know.
sometimes it is like a river that flows to the endless sea.
well, i can't elaborate more or put in details but with only this...

walking on the road
which no one had step onto
i could'nt hear the birds and the wind anymore
the tears in my eyes and the pain in my heart
no one can ever feel whats torn inside
i've been walking
through the pain that you gave
i've been dying
without you beside me
im not hoping and i'm not believing
the words eventhough you're there
i'm done for everything
the dawn had came and i'm down on my knees
its time for me to leave you all behind
in my journey
i've found many flowers by the side of the road
and there's always an evil behind those colours
i can't change it anymore
the dawn is breaking
i can't escape it anymore
the dusk is falling
i can't live anymore
on the road of the dawn

well, it is called " Dawn Road " . I wrote it myself.

thats all peeps (:

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2009-06-15T08:53:00.001-07:00

well, roughly today was alright.
hangout at Adz crib with Epy and Wan
it was fun as if we live together and we owned the house as Adz parents is away.
Briefly, watched dvds while playing checkers (weird huh?),
played PES on his ps3, games on laptop, bought macs for early dinner,
crack jokes along the way. decided to leave the house
with Wan when its dark outside.
it was good, i assumed. (:

nina's,
afi.

2009-06-13T21:41:00.000-07:00

i've been waiting..

hey peeps , im here today for updates.
today is sunday and im not going out nowhere.
resting is the best way for today.

okay lets get started . Yesterday was a tiring one but still, fun.
well, afternoon jammed with Risingrad. Practise couples of new
songs to be played on the upcoming gig that is on 28th June at
Belzone. Quite nervous about it and the thing is, we got our commission
after we perform and it is something new for us. hope for the best.

After that, went for a soccer match . Played with Wadever . I'm glad
that i managed to score one goal for them eventhough we lost terribly.
haha, for fun. Then, after the match, there's another game which was
adult's game. One of the team have shortage of player and epy, adz and i
joined. So played for 2 games in a row. haha. what a day.

went to Adzin crib to have some rest and played his ps3.
thanks to him for that day. went home around 9 plussy

i think thats all kay peeps.

....for the angels to knock on my door

nina's,
afi.

2009-06-07T07:38:00.000-07:00

hello peeps!
i'm sorry cos' there's no pictures for quite sometimes.

if there's outing, we don't take pictures anymore. i mean with

my bandmates ; Risingrad.

well, for the past few days were really a sickening ones.
i couldnt' do anything to change or to make a realisation for them.
Why? it is useless. haha.

ANYWAY, yesterday, which was Saturday,
when to the town with Risingrad for buying stuff.
then headed to riverside to settle down.

today went to Jurong east sports complex for a swim with
Fauzi and Rahmat. It was alright as we could managed to talk about
some stuff that we're facing.

tomorrow school and i'm so heavy to lift my legs to school.
whatever it is, just rock n roll .

skip this, seriously.

sayang , thanks to you for being there with me all the time.
i had a hard time lately and you never fail to be there.
whatever it is, only with love i could give you till the end.
anw, today is 7 june, you know what i mean (:

i love you.

never ending nightmare, always there instead of you

sharifahfarahlina's,

afi

2009-06-04T08:49:00.000-07:00

well, i feel so stress rite now.
stress as in not that kinda stress, not depressed
but, hopeless and weak in certain point.
i couldnt explain much . it stuck inside my heart.
dont try to figure it out, its the worst of all.

2009-05-30T22:48:00.000-07:00

confided love .

hey peeps (: well , my blog is dead for quite somtimes
but here i am to live it up. So lets get started.

as you can see the glorious pictures above shows
afinina was together , 30th may . it was euphoric
and can't be describe how we felt about it.
it always feels like a first date . thanks love , it was our day.
overwhelmed with gratitude (:

So lets digress abit, ermm , about my results kay,
alhamdulillah i passed all 6 subjects for the first time,
especially my math (: and yes i'm not gonna drag bout' this in details.

yes. today , wow. haha. see, i just can't get enough.
whatever it is, i love her (:

(you can skip this)

love, thanks for being with me today, it was a
splendid day we spent together. it adds up into our
pure memories . i'm grateful to have you in my life .
it has been 15 month knowing and loving you, all i have to
say , it is euphoric as ever. (:
aku cinta padamu.

thats all peeps.

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2009-05-24T02:34:00.000-07:00

KISS

although im in love, the rock-ness in my heart
still exist, you know why? rock is my life.

haha, a lil' akward to start my post with this but
who cares? so life is full of ups and downs .
i don't want to elaborate it more .

well, tomorrow school, hate it. results will be revealed
i guess. Have a feeling that i flunged this mid year.
whatever it is, just rock and roll.

i'm loving her and that is everytime.

thats all peeps.

i've been mistreated.

nina's,
afi.

2009-05-16T04:34:00.000-07:00

Don´t you need some love tonight
I do, yes I do
Don´t you need some love tonight
How can we stand the heat
When love is all we need

wow, that is so Scorpions. (:

anw, saw the lady ontop?
gorgeous rite? yeah well, she's mine
and i love her
(:

sharifahfarahlina's,

afi

2009-05-02T09:15:00.000-07:00

that sudden perfect friday ,
what a day it was. I love that day, yes , 1 May.
it was just my little feeling that urged me to meet
my love and yes, it came true. it was euphoric
after sometime i did not have a date with her and
suddenly have one. yes, akward.

the thing is, she loves it. she loves that day,
she loves me. thats what im grateful about in my life.
afterall, she's my future (:

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi.

2009-04-27T06:51:00.000-07:00

He's A Woman She's A Man
I'm feeling hypnotise i had to stay

..........

2009-04-24T07:00:00.000-07:00

history is today.

hey there little fella!
well, nowadays everything seems to be hectic
there will be no absolute rest in general
i'm updating Love At First Sting to prevent
boredom and avoiding of doing nothing.

I have life and i will not update this blog every
single day cos' i have no time to on the computer.
this is a chance that i would like to take to blog.

hmm, generally, life is different right now.
But i'm sure there's wisdom every single event that
happened in our life. All we need is to be patience.
Mid year is coming and yes, i will treat it as N level.
I'm glad that i could focus on math really well,
Only God knows the outcome of it.

People, whatever happens to you, don't let it be
a sorrow, make it a learning point for yourself,
From there, you will be matured in life. Things
happens for a reason. Now i can see changes in life.
everything change . But, no matter what is it,
beware of the silence of tomorrow.
you'll never know.

wind blows across the sea
breaking the silence of tomorrow
life's like the ocean in the dawn
calling the sign of nevermore
the sun rise from the west
leaving us behind without chance
the breeze from the south
killing us without a time
we never know
we never realise
we never forget
we never remember
the silence of tomorrow
we never fear
we never regret
we never forgive
we never love
when we were living
now it seems we're lost
tomorrow will be gone
no more hope tonight
and now we shall wait for
the silence of tomorrow
- afi's

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi.

2009-04-21T05:22:00.000-07:00

Life's like a winding road
that will never ends
as the fire flickers
to light up the splinter in the heart
of everyone

Life is not pantomime
as the words prognosticate the silence
of everyone's act
we can see, we can see enough

Could'nt tell much as the truth hurts
let the blind leading the blind till
that very one day,
screamings to be heard out of nowhere

Life is vague
we are blind and we are deaf
we could'nt see much and we could'nt hear much
let the rain break the silence
and from there, we'll know the truth

- afi

2009-04-09T06:13:00.000-07:00

leaving before the sun rise
and starting from there it is gone forever
the birds fly high under the harrowing sky
why can't you see they are yearning for you

deserted feelings killing the sky
so far away to burn those vines
wings of strength were weaken
and with this , it makes a great fall

like a lonesome crow on the tree
waiting for the sky to clear
without the ones that could lead
and change all these in the morning star

they can't stand alone to change
but with the presence of yours
it will change everything without a time
hoping you're there

far away like a distance of the sky
they can't get through the flagrant walls of sorrow alone
only love could change this
or else they will keep on walking on the edge

- afi

2009-03-13T03:28:00.000-07:00

R I S I N G R A D

hello peepssss! today is the end of term 1.
and guess what? when i received my result slip,
no red lines dude , that means, all passed!
passed my math (: Alhamdulillah !
if this is my result in N level , sec 5 is my way .
insyallah, i can do it!

anyway, next week is our break and so i
need to spend it wisely. Tomorrow gonna jamm!
hehe

well , i miss you nina and love you.
don't feel anything, just love me.

bye peeeeps!.

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2009-03-07T06:42:00.000-08:00

forever love.

hello there. is there anybody there? haha
well, the same reason why i have not updated Love At First Sting.
so hectic in life till i have no time to blog. Okay forget it,
now im here.

it is impossible for me to tell you what had happen but
just let me talk about the picture above. yeah.
Risingrad had our second gig , same place. Well, it
was a blast and the crowd were bombed.
once again, we rock .

had a confusion on deciding about the next gig cos it
clashes with Mid Year Exam. I would like to rock again
but exams more likely to bite me even harder.
well, i'm sorry if not to perform at that gig.

besides those overwhelming hard feelings,
my missings towards my love never fade.
In fact, it grows more day by day.
Well, it is hard to control and bare with it
but i'm sure there's wisdom behind all those
rough days.

love, just know that i really miss you and loving you.
you always in my mind. anywhere i go , you're there
in my imagination. we will pursue our dreams and goals (:
that we had promised. just you and i, for our euphoric
future. above all, i love you nina. (:

so long peeps.

but i've lost my way, she had rainbow eyes

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2009-02-04T05:38:00.000-08:00

"ROCK,ROCK,ROCK"
\m/

well, on 1st February 2008. It was a rock history
of my entire life. It was my first ever gig or performance
at the Artshouse. Risingrad had rock-ed the house on the
afternoon and gona have a live performance again, same place
on 28th February at 4.30 pm. wow. that will be my second.

before the gig i felt nervous. really nervous.not the normal one.
but in the end. we did great and got alot of positive comments
from the audience .

Now, we gona work on more of our own originals and hope it will finish
successfully.

Well, i'll not talk much about the gig but really, it was a magnificent
experience. Hope the best for Risingrad

Besides those shivering moments, love still on my mind without fail.
i got to call her before i reached the place and her voice calmed me down.
thanks love for being there for me although you're not infront my eyes.

Life seems hectic nowadays and i took every chances to be with her
and to blog now.

I'm happy and grateful to be with love as she's
the highlight of everyday and i missed her when she's
gone out of my sight.

jet'ai me nina

sharifahfarahlina's;
afi

2009-01-17T22:36:00.000-08:00

yesterday. rocked.

it was like 1243254543590 years of not living this
love at first sting. so now i'm here to wake the dead.
anyway, the reasons i've not updated this blog cause'
of the hectic life i'm facing . Not just me, i'm sure you
too face it. So .. hello peeps! .

well, i'll just tell what happened today.
Risingrad jammed at Chinese Garden.
we played solid gold and the energy was so rock.
i'm not trying to say that we played good but
it kinda feeling that we're searching for a long time in
2009. we rock the night . We played the songs that gonna
play on our first ever gig at the Artshouse this 1st february
hope the best.

besides that, love still on my mind anywhere i am.
yes i do miss you love. Kept imagined you with me
and can't help it though. I'm grateful to be with you
all this while cos' u showed me what is love.. the meaning of
true love. (:
thanks love.

and peeps. i think thats all for now.
thanks for reading this from your
precious time.

adios.

اكو چينتا شريفه فارهلينا
aku cinta sharifah farahlina

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2009-01-01T05:42:00.000-08:00

thanks for being with me.

i'm so touched with this, thanks love.

thanks everyone, espcially love.

YESTERDAY WAS A BOMB.

well, another suprises i've got.

i'll explain it...

invited to join in the bbq at The Chevrons with love which
Adzdzin and friends were there. The moment me and love
stepped in the lobby, we could saw how we gona spent our
special moments here.

it was a chalet that Adzdzin planned.
when we reached the door of their room. saw a birthday
cake on the table it was for me. (:
was a big surprise for me and it is all love's plans. grrrr. noty you
still i love you .. hehe.

i didnt expect anything from them as it was just a
bbq for us to have fun before the ending year.
so.. it was a surpise (:

thennnnn, blablabla.
sat on a swing bench with love in the nite .
so sweet . She gave me presents (:
and it consist of a watch.. i love it..and a book. (:
the book of love. (: so sweeeeeet and i'm touched of it.
she paste in alot of our pics from the starting till the latest.
really appreciate it love. (: that was another surpise.

well, i would like to tell more and the details. but
it was kinda tooooooo longgggg. haha. so let stopped here.
sorryyyy.

anyway,
THANKS MY FRIENDS FOR EVERYTHING.
appreciate it alot.

this you may skip..

hey you, yeah you love. (:
i would like to say thanks for EVERYTHING.

i'm so touched of everything, you've made my day.
just my tears could told you how much i felt when we had
our hot choc. It was a bliss to be by your side on the swing
laying your head on my shoulder. you sang me a song for me
for the first time. i appreciate your courage. how romantic lady you are.
i'm the luckiest and the happiest man on earth to have you and
the book of love will be alive in our lovelife . it is for our memories.
our pictured life. (:

thanks love.
touched and grateful.
with love,
afi.

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2008-12-29T06:22:00.000-08:00

who is this anyway?

errr, hey? okay. so today is Monday.
29 december.. hmmm. like i know that date. haha.
anyway, should i say this? okay.. Happy Birthday aƒi
haha.

SO!. i really wana thanks for those had wished me
today early in the morning , afternoon and night (:
appreciate those words and remembering this date.

anyway, i would like to say thanks to Risingrad.
for the lunch at KFC. maybe a late lunch. haha.
thanks ah brothers.

thanks to my schoolmates too . sweet of them
by wishing for me (:

andddddd. other than that.
today is the 10th month knowing her and loving her

maybe you can skip this part. hehe.

LOVE! (: hey there. smile smile. hehe.
i'm so touched of everything and today is the tenth.
i would like to tell you that you're my everything and
i knew you alot from the starting point of our lovelife.
For the first time i set my eyes on you, i knew that you're
the one that will give everything i need, that is love. I believe in our love
that could reach the future that we wanted as i know , you're mine and i'm yours.
Can't describe how grateful i am towards you , But, i really wanted to tell you,
u changed my life. brighten up my life when i stepped in you heart (:
i'll give everything you need as long as our love is there.
promises still i remembered and uphold. Cos' i knew.. you're the one, nina. you're the one.
no one else, but you. Let our memories make our love more even brighter.
Cos' i believe there's somthing more ahead that will be blissful.

you're the one.
i love you.
nina.

(:

adios.

born to touch your feelings.

sharifahfarahlina's,
AFI

2008-12-26T07:03:00.000-08:00

its gone.. not me.. the hair);

Got a bad news . Had a haircut that afternoon.
it was a heartsick to see the longest hair of mine being cut
but what to do, its fated.
hahahaha.
what the heck am i talking about. craps.

well, there's nothing for today, just that haircut
and played the tremendous badminton game. hehe.
above all , i miss love.
bluek!

see ya in heaven! weee.

adios.

bye bye hair

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2008-12-21T06:41:00.000-08:00

EUPHORIA
"that saturday night"

Well, the pictures up there had the answer
what happened yesterday evening. It was EUPHORIC.
more than that. So much love was going on.

we look at the big picture aite. SO
yesterday went for Jaz BBQ with others mates.
It was fun to see them ones more . especially her. haha.
REALLY NEED TO SAY THANKS TO JAZ.
kind of you to have bbq that we did not need to pay. haha.
and because of the bbq, i could see my love ones more.
alhamdulilah.

above all, i was elated being with love. all the time.
we had the whole time together. strolling around
the condo just both of us . it was so sweet.
alot of love was going on. pure love. after bbq,
decided to go to westmall's coffebean! to have a drink
before the times up . Sent her home in the night.
(:

in that explaination you can say it is just nothing.
but just me and her knew the sweet moments we
had together . sorry peeps! hehe.

you can skip this.

Love, that saturday night was euphoric. its more than that.
to be with you at that point of time was like im in heaven.
i missed all those sweet moments we had. your everything.
i'm grateful and thanks to god of what had happened yesterday
although there's a shocked ending part. hehe. But overall of what
happened yesterday, it smells like the future .it always feels like a first date
i believe, it will be more euphoric. But for now, let our memories fill up our lovelife .
above all, i love you nina.

thats all peeps (:
thanks.
adios.

it always feels like a first date

sharifahfarahlina's;
afi

2008-12-19T06:03:00.000-08:00

no big deal;

err, skip some greetings, i'm really gona go really fast.
today got ncc road marshall as the younglings entering to their new school.
sat around with the guys and jokes were our stuff. kay skip.
i really can't wait for tomorrow. why? i can see my bby (:
like.. FINALLY.

so i hope it gona go on well ;
smile love, im there with you tomorrow .

adiosa!

well, finally

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2008-12-14T20:11:00.000-08:00

no pics left,

Hello blogworms! yeah its me again. Sorry for this dead Love At First Sting.
had been busy these days. Should i explain? well , later peeps.
So, its been awhile and school gona be reopen and i've not touch
my bloody school assignments. haha

Alright lets get started. let me summarise
from the day on Saturday. Went to gig at Bugis , Music Garage
cos Rockers League organize it and we reach there around 4
that gig was bloody exhausted for us as we need to stand and
its hell inside. the heat we cant stand it. We took off at 8
and went home straight away. Sunday, nothing much. Stayed
at home whole day watching tv and im addicted to it till i have
no time to blog. hehe. So today, finally have the chance to blog

Later on need to go over the causeway. wow
so packed. See what i meant. haha.

Well, im here though rite now. If i'm not around
for the next couple of days. Please don't loose faith on this blog.
hahahah. Its your choice though.

Ohya! Risingrad. haha. that is my band.
We've recorded our rough copy of " Dreamers"
if you wana listen to it,
check this out.
www.myspace.com/risingrad

Readers, you can skip this part if you want.
just for my love .

Love, it had been a long time i've not seen your face.
Alhamdulilah i could your voice yesterday . I felt
relieve just for awhile to hear your ever sweet voice.
i miss you love . I hope you like those stuff that yesterday
you receive (: especially the wallet.
just know that, i miss you so much.

ohkay, thats all peeps.
adios.

never ending nightmare, always there instead of you

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2008-12-06T20:51:00.000-08:00

was ugly back then.

Hello peepos! watts up! don't be shock of that ugly
photo of mine. That was back then , hmm, around sec 1?
think so . see , soo different. as this point of time i'm a
"gembala kambing" you see. haha. love knows why.

WELL! don't look at the picture now. no more.
SO! today is Sunday. Sorry for not blogging yesterday
cos so busy in the saturday morning till the sunday morning.

Let me talk about Yesterday.
It was fun and rock-ed! Jammed at Tiet Studio at Outram.
we played our own singles as for futher improvement and
it sounds okay thn the first time. Had a chance to record it
especially "Dreamers" and "Lonely Road".
i'm glad that our band had our own songs now as for last
time we loved to play covers by the popular bands back then
So that was afternoon. End at four.

As our stomach have been longing for food,
decided to go Funan for a bite. KFC! haha.
we have a fun eating time, as per normal,
talk crap along the way. haha. As we were there
Fauzi had a planned to buy a new electric guitar.
So accompany him to buy it. And yes like finally ,
he bought it. haha. Unfortunately , Azam left his phone at
the studio. So ran back to the studio ones more. haish. haha

we splitted up at the studio, that was around six.
i followed Azam for his brother's gig at Substation.
Shak , Fauzi and Rahmat went home as they had things rite up.
The atmoshpere of the gig was a blast as The Zozi played.
it was popular band in the underground. Stayed till eleven.
went off home in the morning. that is twelve.

pheeeewwwws. wat a loooooongg day it was.

well, it is impossible for me not to have a " lost " feeling at
that point of time. yeah, i'm sad that i could not be with love
yesterday night. BUT! i got a chance to be with her rite after i reach
grandmother's home. haishh.

Love, i miss you . Terribly and deadly );
sorry for not being with you yesterday nite .
Like i say, altough we're far apart, still i miss you love.
i could not decscribe how its feel without you around.
haish. Whatever it is, i hope you're fine there and living
a life with a smile when i'm not around love.
Memories and dreams accompany me for now.
while your traces disappear in nowhere i could find.

just hold on.

well, thats all blogworms. homework not done.
Not even a touch. So i must grab it before its
too late.

adios.

without you i'm left out cold

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2008-12-05T06:05:00.000-08:00

Hey ladies and gentlement! i'm back yawww!
haha, its wierd for me to greet that way. Anyway!

hello wello to all. So Sorry for not updating Love At First Sting,
too busy lately and yeah perhaps, hectic one for me
so lets get started kay? (:

Well , for this week , let me highlight some things.
first , the COC thingy that related to NCC and the second
went for music writting with the band .

COC, wow, could'nt take it anymore. Stood at the parade
for 2 days on the hothothothothothot sun and as a result
got BURNT! by the heat, face turned black and my skin got a
sunburn. wow, was so freaking irritated of seeing myself
a dark one. well, who likes it though.

yesterday, gone with the band to Azam's crib for music writting.
it was fun and really pull up our spirit to rock on .
done on some pending songs and gona try it out tomorrow
jamming session at Tiet, Outram. Hope all goes fine and sweet.

well, besides those hectic moments till i could'nt on the comp
and update Love At First Sting, still i missed my ladylove. haish.
for so long never had a chance to see her ever gorgeous face .
She appears in my dreams in the night and that is a fact.
I can't stop thinking of her and missing her . All i have to do
is just hold on and wait the time comes for us to get together, ones more.
insyallah.

Love, although it had been a long time not being together, just remember
that i really missed you like never before. It is more than any words
that existed in the dictionary. Its all written in the heart which i could not
let it out as you're not there infront of my very eyes.
i hope u're fine there and love me like you use to. This will end in no time.
just linger on . We're in this together.
above all , i love you nina.

oh ya! not to forget for the taggies!
well, i'll reply here then . hehe.

Ammirah : Yes i've updated!! (: thanks for the taggies.
BABEmera : dont worry, she's under my care. everytime. and yeah, i'll stay ! (:
epy : COC? gilerrrrrrrrrr. haha. naseb kau tk gi . yeah aku dh tgok blog. (:
Shafina : Yeah thanks for the wishes (: see ya nex year!
ain : hehe, tgok la love sape kan? yearp, dier jambuu (: yes im sure its her! thanks!
Faith : YES , SHE'S FABULOUS! (:
stanley : ermm yo! , well, not a touch though. hehe. why? how about yours?

phewwwwwwwwwss
i think thats all for today. (: eh eh ! don't tell nina that..
i love her (:
adios !

while your traces disappear

sharifahfarahlina's,
aƒi

2008-11-29T07:24:00.000-08:00

love at first sting

hello peepss! sory for not updating, have no appetite of it
and because today is a special day , i'll blog (:

yeah, life kinda fast and we're reaching to the end of the year
while the past is just memories. Memories do have bittersweet
in it but there's hidden lessons behind it. Thats Life.

Well , today had gone to Jurong East Swimming Complex with the
rockers without Shak around . Gone to KL. So Me, Fauzi, Azam and Rahmat
was on the list. It was fun and this was like a bonding session , you know. haha
how about.. Rock'a'Bonding. wow , nice. haha. Skin turned dark as usual. ):
im sure it will not stay any longer. After that, gone to Rahmat's Crib for
composing our pending songs. Confirmed song would be "Dreamers"
and the other two still on their way ; "Lonely Road" , "Sands Of Time"
next thursday gona meet again rite after gym session.

Okay, enough for today huh.

Today is the 29 th, it has been 10 month knowing a gorgeous lady
that had stolen the heart of mine. Without her , i'm kinda more skinny than today. haha.
okay get serious!.

Love, for the past 10 months was a blissful and yet euphoric.
i'm so grateful and the most luckiest guy ever to have a
loving lady and never fails to love me . Our memories will
lie on our mind and heart as it was so sweet that anyone could not
ever touch or intrude our love life . I never satiesfied of saying that
you're the one for once. Once again, You're the one that i've been searching
for and longing for. No one will steal my heart from you as you know,
there's no one like you that i'm gona love with. I never ever leave you cos'
my life is all about you . The future awaits us and i believe we could make it.
Make It To Forever. as long as we believe in love.
i love you nina. You're Mine, I'm Yours. (:
i love you, i love you forever.

she's mine, forever.

forever love.

afiNinaaa.

2008-11-23T04:29:00.000-08:00

mine mine mine

BOOM! hello peepos! (:
well, today is Sunday, yeah a lazy one. Love's not back yet
but she'll be back tomorrow! YESYESYESYES!!!!
I've been longing for her and missing her every time.
miss her miss her miss her

SO, today, like i said, went to Gym with Rahmat
Not so tiring one but I'm sure after today there
will be muscle-ache here and there . haha
did quite of running on the treadmill and some
bench-press. Kinda fun doing it but wether you're not tired,
you must at least set a limit in the gym. 1 hour is acceptable.
haha. it is from the guideline though.
buuttttt still i miss her );

can't wait for tomorrow, she's back (:
i'll be waiting for you love
this missings are deep and yet crazy
come back fast so that i can love you again

adios.

i've got your sounds stayed in my ears
while your traces disappear

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2008-11-22T06:13:00.000-08:00

love's at my house (:

Hey peeps! I'm here! hehe
you know what, love's gone );
she's gone to Bintan to give her mind a break ; vacation
haha, yeah i hope she's having fun out there but yeah,
I MISS HER , like never before.
So i'm facing what she faced before when i'm not around
in the homeland. No contacts. Haish, just 2 more days
and she's back. just freaking 2 loonnnnngg days
*i miss her

So, today, Jammed with the band and Tanjong Pagar
after that headed to Funan for a bite and lastly, Lot 1
for some time wastage . Talked alot about band stuff.
*still i miss her

well, tomorrow is Sunday. Had a plan with Rahmat
to hit the Gym. Sometimes need to exercise rite?
haha, so im doing it then.

i'm touched to hear that Love leave a message to Khairi
to tell me to hear the song " Dear God " by A7X.
It tells about that someone is far away, which is in other country
missing someone. Like our storyline. Love at Bintan, me at here );
loveeeeee youuuuu ninaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

so i guess thats all peepos!
adioss

that gorgeous lady of my life

sharifahfarahlina's,
afi

2008-11-20T22:39:00.000-08:00

WOW

her beauty had made me crazy

and speechless ; she's mine

miss her

2008-11-17T13:28:00.000-08:00

all my life i've waited, this is true.

phhhst! i'm back once more, updating for this missing person here.
damn, it's only the first day and i'm already missing this rocker so much.
but it's okay though, i know he'll be back. come on nina, it's only 2 days.
2 freakin' long days, haha.

due to a little too much missings, i ended up having troubles sleeping
last night. and as a result, after much much texting, we ended up talking
onthefone. hahaha. and i'm still wondering how this bigbby of mine manage to
wake up at 6 when he only has around 2 hours of sleep. pffttttttt.
i hope this camp he's having won't be that tiring. sighs*

wooohoooooooooo.
speaking of th devil, he's on th line right now!
wooohooooooooooo. cheeee-yawww-usszzz.
:D

i miss afi, do you? (:

so i will not hide, it's time to try
anything to be with you.

muhdkhalilafifi's
Ninaaa.

2008-11-16T05:04:00.000-08:00

A Shoulder To Cry On

ANNOUNCEMENT! :

17 - 19 November i'm not around on the net

as there's NCC camp going on. So Love At First Sting

will take a break for awhile unless there's someone to update it (:

okie done! soo.. today nothing much, yesterday JAMMED!

and hit Johor till the night with the whole family.

Can't contact love that much . Still i miss her wherever i am.

AND! i would like to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAK AIFA!

semoga tuhan panjangkan umur (:

( in advance )

haish.. tomorrow i can't contact love till 19 nov.

Love, don't worry kay , you're still in my heart .

keep me in your mind till i come back to love you

i always do remember you and miss you ,

every beat of my heart. please take care of yourself

when i'm gone kay love. i love you nina

miss you miss you miss you miss you

It's so hard to know,
the way you feel inside,
when there's many thoughts,
and feeling that you hide,
but you might feel better,
if you let me walk with you,
by your side,

sharifahfarahlina's,

afi

2008-11-13T08:12:00.000-08:00

Never Ending Nightmare

hey all humaans out there! im here still to pump the heart

of Love At First Sting . So again sorry for not posting some story

before this date. Today was a fun and tiring and yet hectic day for me.

the pictures up there tells you about what happened today

but not in detail though.

so let me clarify the details kay. Planned with Rahmat and Shak

for some demo of my new latest song for my own band.

It is called " Dreamers " . An interesting topic for me.

To the extend, Fauzi also turned up but came in late cos'

of the downpour in the noon. Love's got FNN at Jurong Point's

NTUC for amazing race kinda thing but still i can't see her .

So back to the story, i was so relieved that they accepted my song

and they love it (: and ! that song is the first song ever in the band

that i composed myself. weeeee! haha hope for the best during the jamm!
so Fauzi came into the picture, our stomach got hungry and left the house

headed to Bukit Panjang Plaza for KFC. phewwws.

done? okay.. after that.. reached home, played Badminton till the night

okay thats all, i'm tired to explain more.

wow.. long huh

but wait!

for my ever gorgeous lovee.. ninaaaaaaaa (:

love i miss you so much more than words could say );

can't see you and meet you no more. with this far distant,

i want to remind you that i've been missing you whole lotta time

and it is so deep that you can't ever imagine . i do know that you miss me

too, so don't worry, you heart is still with me forever (:

love you so much!

i think thats all for today rite peeepss

gona update another time

adios !

always there instead of you

sharifahfarahlina's,

afi

2008-11-09T05:28:00.000-08:00

she's gorgeous after all ;

bittersweet symphony.. can you hear it?
heyy all ! sorry for not updating for sometimes. yeah, again,
busy here and there. well , i'm here though. so as u can see the picture

up there!. haha. its late though.. its on hari raya (: see! gorgeous kn!?
raise up ur hands if u're agree! or tagg please. hahahha

anwy .. thanks for tagging so far! (:

soo, today nothing much, yesterday went out with
bandmembers which is Shak and Fauzy to hit Peninsula

and Swee Lee for some guitars-browsing. haha .
but still! i'm missing love! hehe

BBQ? it was fun and great! being with the Na's mates.
well, we rock the night. the weather was fine and could

feel the wind blowing peacefully . thats the great thing about

beaches and when it comes to the nite and the sunset, i must say

WOW haha. imagine being with her at that point of time
.... aaaaaahhhh. is like heaven on earth

so , tomorrow, NCC in the noon. still can't see my

sweetlove's gorgeous face till... next year ? ):

well, there's wisdom behind it.

but you must know love, i miss you so much like never before

either i'm happy or sad, you're in my mind always (:
loveee youuu (:

thats all peeps! keep on rocking !
and loving if you had someone .
adioss

its bittersweet symphony

sharifahfarahlina's,

afi

2008-11-05T05:48:00.000-08:00

under the same sun
She's Knocking At My Door

hey humannss! (: im here still . to let this blog still alive for dear readers .
well, tomorrow is Thursday and it will be 3NA BBQ!. sounds fun .

and to the additional, tmrw before going, i planned to eat with love

as such a long time we've not seen each other and the missings is heavy.
So let tomorrow be the day for us to be together (:
*insyallah

today gona be short post though, nothing much happened today

Friday most probably gona JAMM with the band. have not seen each

other for quite sometime and i'm sure that each of us miss our jamming
and rocking out loud without limitation! haha.

soo i'm quite excited for tmrw bbq at east coast with mates
and yeah . i cant wait to meet my dearest bbyluv (:

love you (:

adioss.

partners in crime

sharifahfarahlina's,

afi

2008-11-04T02:36:00.000-08:00

love at first sting..
BOOOOM!!!!! hey there! ermm.. is there anybody there?
haha. whoever is reading i wana apologise for not updating Love At First Sting.
yeah i know its been dead for quite sometime but thanks to bbyluv for updating

although it is short. I was away to KL for a break and shopping. hehe
so im back! and trying my best to keep on living this blog as i can!

so life's like a river nowadays.. drifting so fast without stopping

some vibrations occurred but i could handle it quite well.

up most! i've been missing my bbyluv for ages ):

yeah.. not seeing her.. till ... ermm.. when? next year?

WOW . haha. but i'm happy tht bbyluv got a new phone! (:

cheer up! there's still a way for us to contact. but please know that.

I'VE BEEN MISSING YOU ALL THE TIME. .. kay?

For everyone who tagged me alot of times.. like to say thanks
and thanks. haha. hope to see you guys at the upcoming bbq at East Coast!

for today.. ermm. nothing much. stayed at home.

bbyluv texted me along the way so at least there's someone to complete
my day. rite love? haha.

Let me tell you a story when i was in KUALA LUMPUR!

haha. i summarise it up kayy. SO! KL is beautifuLL haha.

yeah with the skyscraper . Done alot of shopping. hehe

i bought some tops.. jeans.. shoes. haha.

so quite satiesfied with it though. so i guess thats all

i wanted to share cos im not good in storytelling in detail.
but..
*missing still in heart in anytime of it...

For my Love . . before i left.. i've composed you songs

that will accompany you . Just do remember that
those songs really meant for you ; Bukan Hasratku & Saat Terakhir
hope you love it. Of course those days were hell for us both as we

can't contact each other. 3 days has gone and im here with you gerl.

remember my promises.. my respect.. and my honour for you
sincerely form my heart (: BUT! let me end by saying..

i love you

so i guess. thats all for today. for whoever read Love At First Sting..

keep on reading cos it doesn't contains hatred.. sadness..

just happiness .. cos.. life is meant to be that way (:

smile on !
adioss!

you and i

sharifahfarahlina's;
aƒi

2008-10-31T23:11:00.000-07:00

HEY YOU (:
eh, nono. it's not afi. it's nina, hehe.
currently just leaving a short post since my bbyluv's not around.
sighs*

who here knows i miss mr muhdkhalilafifi, do raise your hands.

come home soon.

muhdkhalilafifi's
Ninaaa.

2008-10-24T19:59:00.000-07:00

let me start by saying i love you
Hello..

I've been alone with you
Inside my mind
And in my dreams
I've kissed your lips
A thousand times
I sometimes see you
Pass outside my door
Hello!Is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted
And my arms are open wide
Because you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again
How much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello!I've just got to let you know
Because I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you

i kiss your lips a thousand times in my dream

sharifahfarahlina's;
aƒi

2008-10-18T08:54:00.000-07:00

EUPHORIA is today ; the pictures speaks
when the time i'm with love living together to taste abit of life
just you and me walking on this world is life. i've got nothing to say
cause i can't describe the happiness in my heart with words about today
all i can do is love her and never let go till the future
i love nina

our future awaits for love and happiness

afiNinaaaa.

2008-10-10T01:35:00.000-07:00

pictured life

day by day we live.. and guess what?
EXAMS ARE OVER!
hello hummaaannnnssss living on the eartthh! (:
exams over? yeah but don't be too excited cos' the results awaits!
soo, the reason for not updating is all becos of busy-ness in my daily life
as to prepare and studystudystudy for exam. so here i am (:

today was nothing . nothing in the sense of nothing much
happened tragically or what but just missing her
and today no school for me as there's no paper to be taken
morning normally exercises and the noon ; friday prayers
nite gona Raya, i think soo. whatever it is, still , i miss her

days keeps on and on and its reaching to the end of the year
soo bllooooddyyyy fasssttt isnt it?
no matter what i just can't stop loving her

Yesterday, was a tiring one but yet fun. Raya with
Fauzi's friends and Krakatau. 9 houses 9 green packets

was beyond the expectations. Mostly at Bukit Panjang , Chua Chu Kang & Eunos.
whatever happens, i didn't miss abit with my love. (:
texted her all day long till the nite. hehe. yeah. i reached home at
11 plusplus. What a day.

2 more days i can see her ever gorgeous face
and thats looooooooooongggggg*

besides my busy-ness and fun times,
Love i can't get away and i love it. For quite many months with love
and its euphoric that you can't imagine of.
the sweetness of her love keeps me loving her time to time

and it never ever ends till forever (: & hopefully next friday
we could Raya together and step our foot on each other houses (:
insyallah*

so i guess thats all for today and
i'm still living for tomorrow..
rocking..

& loving her
adiooooooos!

my aura is yours , your beauty is mine

Ninaaa's,
aƒi

2008-10-03T09:54:00.000-07:00

aƒiNinaaa ; Forever Love

2008-09-29T03:38:00.000-07:00

perfect stranger ; used to be

heyy peeps! whats up? it such a long time

i've not updated Love At First Sting as im too busy to
on this computer and i had to prepare for exams.
As for today is 29th and this will be the 7 month knowing my love (:
and it will be on and on till forever

so as for today, nothing much but the best part
was to go home with love after school. (:
its all about laughters, smiles, sulks and love
the best part is that we loved all the time together.
it cures some part of the missings but not fully ):
love you gorgeous !

this few weeks are pack and exams around the corner.
Hari Raya? yeah , few more days will be it
i have little spirit to celebrate as exams keep haunting

my feeling and mind but for sure, hari raya will be great (:
and plus! Hari Raya with love for the first time ever .

and for love, i miss her always although she's infront of me
at sometimes and love! dont be guilty because for quite sometime
i waited for you just for going home with you. Actually, by going home
with you always made my day eventhough for a second with you, trust me
this past 7 month i've learnt alot with you and to taste your ever sweet
love of yours just for me.Remember those memories we shared at times
and those promises we decided to uphold to achieve our dreams (:
for now, i love you and it will not fade cos' your'e everything

thats all for today peeps (:
adios!

it will be on and on till forever

Ninaaa's,
aƒi

2008-09-17T09:16:00.000-07:00

Box Of Love

2008-09-15T03:12:00.000-07:00

heyy hummanns!! not updated for the past few
days cause there's no time to touch the keyboard
soo here i am to let Love At First Sting alive again (:

soo, let me drag you back on Saturday
yeah it was a fun day as i gone out with Krakatau
to break-fast and even jammed before it at Alvron.
That studio is a crap one if to compare to L CUBE
Shak bring along our new bassist and ready to rock with
us on the upcoming jam session. New songs suggested.
After jamming, bought some foods and drinks as we knew that
we wont reached Peninsula on the dot to break-fast. Took bus 174
and had a long journey till the night. Saw Irhas while eating and
shook him. After that, decided to go to Geylang. It was a huge 'army'
in that place. Loads of humans. sigh* Reached home at 11 pm.
phewwwws. wait a minute, what a long story huh.
nevermind, a practise for this coming English Paper 1. (:

SO! TODAY! IS A GOOD ONE
why? later i explain *

ok for today, schools fine, downpoured in the morning
my dad brought us to school with a new car (:
Honda Stream, nice and sporty! haha .
lessons were all fine and yes, exams around the corner
tomrow gona be Chemistry test , hais
hope i can do well

*ok here come the best part!..
i went home with my looveee (:
you know, she do make my day everyday . hehe
yeah, i've been missing her all the time and finally
i got to be with her . I missed her everything
laughters, smiles , sulks , jokes , teasings and love (:
love, i always miss you all the time and do imagine you
(:
all i can say is that i love you !

soo i guess thats all for today in Love At First Sting
maybe maybe if there's time, i update tmrws (:
thats all dudess!
adios!

i believe this is a serious love and i won't let it go

Ninaaa's,
aƒi

2008-09-12T06:44:00.000-07:00

send me an angel (:
so i guess today is Friday, right? haha
simply it was a normal day that ends the school days
lessons were not much to say and after school with love
for an hour plus and definitely it wasnt enough but
was delighted to be with love (:

ncc was after that and yeah today's activities

was relaxing as the part a and b had thier test
we end it early today at five. today was the last one
and finally don't have to waste time attending again :x

tomorrow, got some plan with bandmates,
:OJAMMINGO:
voice oh voice, you get the hard job tmrw (:
after that Fauzi planned to break-fast at Geylang
i don't know, i'm alrite with anithing. and to the extend,

this so called event is for our two other mate's birthdays
Shak and Azam, wahh, quite alot of September babies huh.
anywy, happy birthday! rock always!
not conferm yet if could join them but i try (:

and for love, i miss you after you left, i miss everything,
your smiles, voice, smell and of cos your sweet2 love (:
i'll give my ever sweet love just for you and protection
for you to feel secure . All because i lovee you
this will last and believe it (:

soo i guess till here on Love At First Sting
tune again for tmrw's update!

adios!

hey you, i'm in love with your smile

Ninaaa's,
aƒi

2008-09-11T04:40:00.000-07:00

ace of spade

Heyy humanss! (: whats up? not the ceiling yarh!
haha. well, today is Thursday. not much happened

in school and as usually going school late at 8

lessons werent boring and the best thing was with love (:
gone home with her with a muffin made by her!
thanks love (: it is really delicious like the person . hehe

soo, tmrw love gona receive her new rank . haha
as i had torn my 3rd Sergeant rank and replaced it
into Staff Sergeant. hehe. and yeah, tmrw do have NCC
last one for the year! wooohoooo!
hope tmrw goes well (:

i'm in the rush, must go terawih! haha
serious one or not? hehe.

and yeah! love!, i miss you love, very much . especially

your laughters and smiles (: haunting me all the time
when i'm alone, everytime! (:
i love you Nina,
this will last and i believe it,
forever love (:

soo. i guess. enough for today (:

adios!

your beauty kills me and i love it

Ninaaa's,
aƒi

2008-09-10T03:50:00.000-07:00

heyy doink! (:

i think for today i wont putting up pictures
IM RUNNING OUT OF PICTURES
for sure and im still thinking when the new one
is coming but let put that aside (:

this week, schools starts

and got to see my lovely angel flying up the sky

to watch stars with me (: haha. if that could be true
its paradise!. haha. so for today! nothing for sure
to the lessons and after school went home with love (:

after such a loooong time not being with her and yeah
god is fair , got chances to be with her

END YEAR IS COMING

with a blink of the eyes and its coming

and the worst, it gona happen on a day after Hari Raya's first day
but nevermind, we have 1 month of celebrating it. haha. not to worry

gotta prepare all the subjects with full of focus and hope ace it well

together we pass kay love (:

and of cos, about love! she's gorgeous and yet sweet (:

besides not having pictures, i've change my mind to put
one of her picture which is this ;

my one & only Sharkfin!

there she is (: my favourite someone that always make me smile
and the reason i live another day. she give me all i need (:

so i guess, till here for Love At First Sting (:
adios!

being with you i'm alive

Ninaaa's;
aƒi

2008-09-06T07:24:00.000-07:00

Earth Song (:
heyy humaans! wats up?! still remember me?
hope you do . haha. such a superb looong time
i've not update Love At First Sting. my apology
anywayyy, i'm here now (:

this few days alot of things i've gone through
that affect my own health . yeah. SICK! haha
fever after the Senior Spec Course*.
too hot to handle . and thank god
for letting my angel to be with me when i'm
in a trance. yeah, sort of dying. she knows well (:

well, enough about that. move on about SSC!
SENIOR SPEC COURSE
yeah, a camp that was on saturday till monday
thanks love for updating Love At First Sting while i'm
in the prison. And yeah, i brought home with
a Staff Sergeant and a Landyard? how is it spelled i dont know. hehe
sooo, was an achievement for me and for the other three brothers in arm
that gone through the same process . cheers guyys!

soo TODAY! little bit late bout it. hehe
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAUZI
yeah, my bandmate's bday. decided to went out
with him to break our fast together at Funan
a long journey we took and hell yeah it was fine!

so now, being with love is what i always do
and perhaps, forever (: impossible if i say that i didn't miss
her, yeah, sincerely, I missed herrr like never before!
school holidays about the end, looking forward to see her
with a sweet smile and the gorgeous ever face (:
love you syg, (:

so thats all peeps, want more? wait for tmrw kay
if i'm free, hehe.
ADIOS!
eh wait!. assalamualaikum (:

this will last and i believe it

Ninaaa's,
aƒi

2008-09-01T14:08:00.000-07:00

he's bacccccck todayyy! (:

yayyyyyyyyyyy, the day i've been waiting for!
oh, i thankgod it's finally here. yayyyy, can't wait
to be with him, virtually. i bet he must be super tired
and in need of rest. but whatever it is, i can't wait to tell
him how much much much i miss him, hehe! nevermind,
i'll still have to wait though, haha. anyway, happy fasting to all (:
today is the first day!so, 29 more days to come. haha.

anyway, nothing much for todayyy though. don't think i'll
be heading out. had enough on saturday and sunday, hehe.
like seriously, i have no idea what to add on to this post.
i'm just superrrrrrrrr glad that mrmuhdkhalilafifi's coming
home todayyyyy. TODAY. T-O-D-A-Y. tuuuuu-dayyyyyy (:
gosh, okay pardon me for the exaggeration. ahhhh, who cares.
i'm excited, still. hehe.

anywoots! let's give some fame to fauzywauzy.
(5 more days!)

okay, now i have really nothing to say. just waiting for the moment
to hear all that has been going on during this 3 days from love.

okay, my brains just decided to stop working. so, till here.
adios orangs-orangs!

i miss you, love. i really really do.

muhdkhalilafifi's
Ninaaa.

2008-08-31T19:24:00.000-07:00

her sweetest drug.

heyyyyyyys, a very big hello again to all.
no, it's not afi. haha, nina's here.
he's away for camp, remember? (:
alrighty then, let's start crappinggggggg.

as usual, i woke up in the morning missing love.
can't stop wondering what he was doing right at that time.
whenever the missings starts to come in, i'll have to remind
myself that it's ONLY 1 more day till he's bacccccccccck.
suddenly, 1 more day sounds longer than 3 days,haha.

before heading out today, i managed to edit love's picture.
the one you see at the veryyyyy top of this post. haha.
seeeeeeee, handsome kan! winks*
(:

anyway, tomorrow's the start of fasting month, yay!
as for love, he'll have his breakfast(sahur) at the camp.
i hope the food they provide is something really tasty.
i don't want mrmuhdkhalilafifi so starve, haha.
okay whatever.

post won't be too long as i'm heading out later again with my family.
anywooots, i hope i hope i hope love is alright over there.
i miss his voice. thankgoodness we managed to get together
last friday. BUT it's not enough to cover up for 3 days of missings,
trust me. ahhhhhhhhhhhh. but it sure is better then nothing, right?

i miss afi. i miss afi i miss afi. i miss afi.

maybe i just have to be a little more patient and wait
for tomorrow to come. okay, i can't.

gotta go, adios.
(i miss him)

wouldn't you agree baby you and me,
have a groovy kind of love?

muhdkhalilafifi's
Ninaaa.

2008-08-30T22:57:00.000-07:00

i miss this favourite someone.

hello lambs, nina's here! (:
currently blogging for my love here as he's away
for his NCC camp. i hope he's doing just fine and
since it's 10 plus now, i hope he's finally having some
rest. it must have been a tiring day for him though.
whatever it is, i just hope he's fine and smiling always.
(i really really miss you love)

as for me, i went out with two of my great girlfriends today.
EiiQa and NaNa (:

but the wholeeeeeeeeeee time, (even during watching a movie)
i got reminded of love again and again and again. haha, sounds
dramatic eh? but that was it. especially we happened to watch
Wall.E, the movie which love watched a few days back.
kept wondering what he was doing right at that point of time.
(i really really miss you love)

yaaaaaaaaaaaawns*
i'm feeling tired and sleepy. i can't wait to hit the sheets
and think of love. god, i really miss this angel in disguise.
so now, i'm gonna have to blog in my own storybook.
won't say much though, will let the pictures do the talking.
so i guess, i'll just continue dreaming of love and missing him.
will be blogging for LoveAtFirstSting for the next 2 days
till the handsome owner is back, (:

till here, adios people.

the moment i close my eyes and imagine you
beside me, i really feel you.

muhdkhalilafifi's
Ninaaa.

2008-08-28T07:20:00.001-07:00

In Your Park (:
Hey all of you! its been a long time i've not
update Love At First Sting. thousands of apologies (:
and yeah i'm busy till i can't blog for sometime
but its okay! i'm here! (:

Well, i must say that this week or maybe the past
few weeks was a pack one . i don't want to mention it.
sure life have ups and down but that doesnt mean
my mood turned the other way. i'm still rocking dude! (:
and of cos, my love towards her never change
missings is on and on for sure

lets talk about today then,

quite happy as i get my result and is good to see only
one failure and that will be Math. haha. its like tradition you know xp

other subjects i'm quite glad (:
alhamdulilah* and love !, well done for ur progress report too!
continue to work hard kay! , together we rise (:
lets skip the lessons part, after school
went home with love. ate some of love's cooking
after that , headed home with laughters, jokes, sulks ,smiles
and of cause, love (:
love you gerl!

Went to the cinema around 6 to watch "WALL E"
with Syazwan and Hafiz. it was fun to be with them (:
at Jurong Point . the story is damned interesting
and it tells about human, environment and earth!
this movie u must watch! this movie also include love.
not humans but robots (:
home at nite and im here now living this blog ones more
thats all for now,
adios!
(:

i'll give my sweet loove just for you, Nina

Ninaaa's,
aƒi

2008-08-18T08:38:00.000-07:00

2008-08-16T07:29:00.000-07:00

ANGEL WEEK
love at first sting won't be alive till its ended ;

"oh nina cintaku hanya untukmu penjara rindu dakapan cinta detik pertama"
ninaa's,
aƒi

2008-08-14T06:55:00.000-07:00

COMMON TEST WEEK ;
will not active till it is done (:

afi

2008-08-10T07:58:00.000-07:00

Self Portrait (:
heyy all ! nothing is real but the way that i feel
i feel like going down down down down down (:
yeah, dont figure it out why cos it is just a song
SOOO! today is Sunday, its true! a lazy one
stuck at home in the room for certain hours
missing her is a daily routine for me but
im glad she texted me early in the morning
&& got to hear her ever sweet voice in the phone (:

tomorrow gona be Monday, no school!
happy? ermm partially yes but booo!
i can't be with her . perhaps , the whole week
can't go home with her ): tsktsk.
syg, do remember i miss you all the time
love you,

heyyy guess what? today's post gona be short!
hhahah. yes seriously , nothing much happened
aunties gone wild in my house after seeing those
ladies stuff. as a result, need to bury myself in the room
haha. rested till i'm lazy to lift up my for a bite
you see! SUNDAY is a lazy one! but i'm sure it wont
lassst (:

&& syg, do remember , i miss you oh so much
everything syg! all those sweet moments
we'll linger on till the day comes
and on that day its only ours (:
we'll make to
f o r e v e r
i love you,
Nina

draw me a picture and hang it on the wall

Ninaaa's
aƒi

2008-08-09T06:57:00.000-07:00

there's no end

Closer (:
Hey humans! time is so fast and here today
happy national day to all of you , for me, its normal
you don't need to know why

as for today, stuck at home* the whole day
watched the screen that showed couple of
stories and musical till i yawned quite number
of times. so glad that love texted me along the way
and of course i missed her ):

forgot to mention that yesterday i slept at my
grandmother's crib* as my family went to KL
without bringing me along. So stayed till
afternoon. They reached and picked me up
while the NDP started screening.

a great booo for tuesday as common test
starts but yeaaa! that i can go home with love
on the day itself. Monday not schooling as
national day fever haven't cool yet
still , can't see love infront of my very eyes
she's the main character in my mind's theatre

tomorrow is Sunday, gonna be a lazy one
i guess, hope life's go on as normal .

for my love, i really miss you so much.
feel the same as you, i'm not drifting away
it just the matter of time. my love won't

fade as day by day, it grows stronger.
let the memories keep on playing in the mind
leaving a trace of love.

still, i miss you ):

my heart in pain , i need you so
my love the same , so please don't go

Sharifah Farahlina's,
aƒi

2008-08-08T23:03:00.000-07:00

You Give Me All I Need (:
yeah, i'm in the cell that so cold

it was a fine day with love
grabbed a lunch at long john's . we laughed, joked,sulked,loved,
that blissful moment we had and now i'm in the theatre of my mind
replaying all those moments in this cold cell

i miss you , love

love at first stingg

Sharifah Farahlina's,
afi

2008-08-07T04:59:00.000-07:00

As Soon As The Good Times Roll (:
Heyy yall! how are you! (:
for me i'm fine here. dont worry
as for today, yeah things got messed up
with some serious case that
i'm not suppose to be involve, innocent! (:
yeah, as i say, everything got its good thing

behind every bad .so, "hikmah" !

school was alrite in the morning
afternoon, dont mention. haha

tmrw gona be Friday, cultural expression
must i be excited about it? not so

haha. && yeah, i've been missing her
from the day till now. not being with her
after school cos of crapshits going on
i just love her, thts all, she's the one
i've been looking for, my love
she's the strength and the place
for me to love and being love
we'll make it to forever (:

today, its all about courage and fear
between good and evil, i chose the rite one
its all about truth and i can't close one eye
and i must accept this as a test from God
maybe today is a bad one, but we'll neverknow
when will it last, life's like a river
no one can predict what happen next
dont let fear overcome everything.
as i know...
hard times go as soon as the good times roll

2008-08-06T07:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE! (:
Heyyy ho!! (: gueess what?
today is LOVE'S BIRTHDAY !
happiee dierr! i'm sure today is
a euphoric day for her and i'm
happy by her side together
celebrating with her for
the first time ever (:

an early suprise on twelve midnite
had made her smile by wishing
and giving my latest song
"Dakapan Cinta" without any sign (:
hope she love it, just for you syg

morning sun rise and my heart
pumps without any rest, excited !
early in the morning came to school
sat at quadrangle, took the chance
to place her presents in the class
so that she can't guess
any if there's present or not (:
saw her smiling elatedly, of cos,
6 august! the winds blew calmly
not hot in the morning. its truly a day! (:
so, school was fine... on and on!

schools end! , straight away changed
into my spec course pt kit before
seeing her to give a second surprise . hehe
yeah. i brought her out from the rowdy
class and brought her to peace
she sat on my desk and waited
for whats to come that made her
smileeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:
and yeah! presents by me !
i was so touched when she smiled
sincerely and happily of what i did
as i promised i will make her
the most happiest girl on 6 august (:
once again, just for you syg

after that , she still smiled . haha
gone back to her class and waited for
something to happen! . haha.
yeah . third surprise! heheh
this time, i made her walk and walk and walk
till its time to bring her somewhere outta school.

i brought her to a hut and there her friends
were waiting for her presents .
Cakes was for her [:
birthday songs, photos and laughters
fill the mood for the birthday girl (:
once again, just for you syg

rushed back to school
as everybody had cca including her
she's gone to badminton and
i'm in the school with my cadets

after the whole thing end
she's back and i give my loove
to her deep longing heart
for my sweeet love
went home with her as to close
the day in school
and we'll be living
living for tomorrow..
(:

Love, happy birthday to you syg
my love for you is everyday
with you , there's love in my life
bliss and euphoria filled my heart
you're such a lady that i found
there's no regret or whatsoever
you're the one that i've been looking for
i'll bring joy to your life and smiles are everyday
all i do is to make you happy
just for you syg , no one else
above all, i love you birthday girl
(:

andaiku bisa bina istana kita
kan ku hadiah kan padamu
ku sunting dikau bidadari cinta

Ninaaa's,
aƒi

2008-08-05T06:05:00.000-07:00

Di Selubung Rindu (:
Heyy you! yeah of cos the one staring
on this bright screen. haha
well , i found Spin 3 Demi album!! :D
woohoo, it is a treasure. haha
glad that dad found it!

soo currently listening all this old-school songs
yeah the title 'Di Selubung Rindu' is one
of my favourite in this album other than ' Hadrilah Mustika'
sygg! afi dh jumpe , bluek! :P hehe

so today is TUESDAY, a hot one in the afternoon!
once again the hall!! a total heat that reach the limit
the humid that we can't deny
yeahh! Folk Dance thingy nearly reach to my nerve
dance dance dance -__- hehe
afterall, i'm fine with it though.
school was fine. nthing much . SS got a test
such a relieve after that.

while waiting for folk dance, gone to Epy's crib
as syg with munie. Munie was alone and i understand
for everything (: donnt worry . i'm fine with it
after FD went home with love.
although silence became our friend
i still love you syg (: dont worry about anything.
there's no wrong u did.
above all , i love you Nina (:
TIME CHECK ; 1 MORE DAY (:
to LOVE's B'DAY

manakan sama dikau yang ku cinta
andainya dibandingkan segala rasa di jiwa

Nina's,
aƒi